I watched a documentary yesterday named “Furious Love” that was recommended by a friend. It’s is the story of one man’s journey into some of the darkest spiritual climates on earth to test the limits of God’s love. It is a haunting movie and I haven’t been able to stop thinking about it today.
There is a pastor who is talking at the end of the movie and he tells the story about God showing him a vision. In this vision he was in a church and this church was filled with drug addicts, prostitutes, gang bangers, drug dealers and all sorts of criminals and outcasts. They were in this church and they were doing everything wrong. They were doing drugs, selling drugs to each other, fighting, having sex in the pews and acting like they would on the streets. In the vision, the pastor was running around and frantically trying to get everyone to stop what they were doing. He was so frustrated that he yelled out “If you’re not going to honor God’s house and respect this house then get out!”. He said exactly what the majority of leaders or pastors would say if this was going on inside their church.
It was at this point he heard the Lord say to him, “Why would you send away what I sent in? Why would you send away what you’ve been asking for?”. The pastor replied, “God I didn’t ask for this?” and God said, “You asked me for the lost. Now keep it simple. Love them and let me change them.” The pastor goes on to share how this changed his entire view about church and evangelism. He learned that it’s not about pointing out to people what they are or are not doing but what Christ is inviting them to – “love me and I’ll change you”.
Some things I learned from the movie:
- Love really is the answer to the world’s problems
- “God loves pagans and witches a lot. It’s just unfortunate that sometimes we don’t.” – Phil Wyman
- When the world was a mess and needed to be saved, God did not save it by condemning behaviors – he saved it with Love
- God really is doing incredible and amazing things in the world
- My new job gives me the amazing opportunity to tell some of these stories to the world
I am in need of monthly supporters who will partner with me in telling the amazing stories of God’s love conquering darkness all over the world. If you want to help make a kingdom impact on a world who is desperate for change please consider being a part of my ministry. You can give financially or contact me to become a prayer partner.


As crazy as this request sounds (and maybe I’ve lived here too long) I immediately started to figure out a way to make this happen because if living here has taught me anything it’s that there is a system in place and you will make yourself crazy fighting this system with an American mentality. It’s best to figure out a way to work within the system. We’ve come this far with Juan and I’m not about to let this little obstacle debunk his surgery. Drill bits? Check. Now where is this Solete stuff and how do I buy some?
